Trust

The fear of trust is often the fear of rejection. We all have to deal with this fear. It’s something that we learn as children growing up. I wish I could say that I was strong in that sense. I am not. It’s probably my biggest weakness. Compounded by scars that mark much of my [...]

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A Letter To Friends

This is something I wrote just over a week ago. I had so much positive feedback from my friends, I decided to include it here:
You know…I love my babies so much. I can’t imagine ever losing any one of my 3 little angels. I don’t know if I would be capable of keeping my sanity [...]

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6 Months Later…

I am quite emotional having just read the last entry I published, Daddy’s Little Girl. Shortly after learning that my father had died, I also learned that I was pregnant. Quite the surprise. I had just given birth to a beautiful baby girl 4 months earlier. Maybe this was life’s way of diverting some of [...]

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So Who am I?

  My name is Amber Lenore, aka La Chaparrita (Shorty – no explaination needed as I stand at 5″1′). Some knew me as La Sexy One ( which started as a joke because I could never get that song out of my head –> I’m too sexy for this party, too sexy and I feel [...]

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Chapter One

   I am a mom, a dancer, amatuer photographer and an author in the works –>I have boxes – and I mean BOXES – of material that I have started, brainstormed about, and some of it I even completed. My main goal right now is to reign in a direction, pick a focus in order [...]

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