Dear Jared,
I’ve been thinking of you a lot lately. I remember the last time I saw you, and I want to cry. In two days, it will have been 4 years. I close my eyes and feel a sharp pain. My breathing becomes shallow and I feel as though my ribcage may collapse.
I prefer [...]
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Posted in About Me, tagged Andaya, AVM, Baby Nathan, blog, body image, burn, children, Christmas, Death, deformity, family, friends, hospital, identity, kids, life, school, Society, survivor, tease, thoughts on January 22, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
This is something I wrote just over a week ago. I had so much positive feedback from my friends, I decided to include it here:
You know…I love my babies so much. I can’t imagine ever losing any one of my 3 little angels. I don’t know if I would be capable of keeping my sanity [...]
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Posted in About Me, Dear Daddy, family, tagged Absentee Father, Anxiety, Apprehension, Daddy, Death, family, life, Pregnancy, Re-United, Sisters on June 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am quite emotional having just read the last entry I published, Daddy’s Little Girl. Shortly after learning that my father had died, I also learned that I was pregnant. Quite the surprise. I had just given birth to a beautiful baby girl 4 months earlier. Maybe this was life’s way of diverting some of [...]
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Just two weeks ago, I learned that my dad had passed away. It wasn’t what I expected to hear from Mom when I called her that Friday night.
“Your father has died.”
Short, simple and to the point. I don’t think I said anything for almost a minute. Her words reverberated over and over in my mind. [...]
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Posted in Dear Daddy, family, tagged Absentee Father, Britney, Custody, Dad, Daddy, Death, Divorce, Domestic Violence, Federline, Kevin, Police, Spears on January 5, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Initially I had planned to post what I felt about all the lastest gossip: Britney arrested after long domestic dispute over the children at her home. She refused to relinquish her children over to ex-husband, Kevin Federline. She was removed from the property by paramedics, authorities stated that they suspected her to be under the influence of [...]
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